Jaiden & Boyinaband - Empty (Official Music Video)

  • Published: 08 June 2018
  • Thanks to Dave for approaching me with this idea and helping me step out of my tiny little comfort zone. (lyrics in description)
    Get the song on iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/empty-single/1396093848?app=music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

    Behind the Scenes: changsongsteel.ru/user/watch?v=xR3hrZS2c0A&ab_channel=Boyinaband
    Why I don't have a face reveal: changsongsteel.ru/user/watch?v=VhEATqXnXCI&t=3s&ab_channel=JaidenAnimations
    Support if you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder: nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline


    Mirror mirror on the wall
    Tunnel vision on the flaws
    In the scale of things it’s unimportant
    So no talking but it’s still an intrusive thought

    Tried hard to correct it
    But nothing was effective
    No-one else seemed so obsessed with it, things were desperate
    Until the voice crept in

    I can help you, trust me, you’re ready

    It seemed dangerous
    But it said to have faith in it

    The secret is to just be empty

    Didn’t know if it was wise to listen
    But what could it hurt to try?

    And at first it was working
    But then things were emerging
    Cracked lips and Tired eyes
    I’m hungry with no appetite

    I’m shivering and shaking, and I tell myself it’s fine, but
    You can’t fool your body, you can only fool your mind, yuh

    I just need to be empty
    Hide from anybody who’ll prevent me
    Just fill up on water and shame
    No, I’m not hungry, I just ate

    I’ve developed a taste for this
    Endure the neverending ache
    Convince myself I’m in control and it’s not
    All that voice that makes me sick

    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    I’m looking but I can’t see myself

    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    But it’s so hard to stop it alone

    Been getting even worse
    All the days begin to merge
    Just a blurry haze and now it’s
    Almost second nature to ignore the urges

    Can’t trust my own nature
    Every calorie a failure
    Gotta push the intake down every day
    ‘Cause the voice comes back to say

    You want to eat? Bite your tongue

    Don’t want to stay an embarrassment
    just have to stomach it

    They don't know what you want
    A tug of war against common sense
    don’t wanna believe that I’ve overstepped

    But it’s so overwhelming
    And I hope no-one can tell
    ‘Cause the numbers keep decreasing
    This ordeal is becoming routine, check

    Arms back neck thighs Suck it in and Pinch my sides
    The scales are betraying me, the mirror is a lie, yeah

    It all comes down to numbers
    I know it’s wrong but
    Just because you know you’re colorblind
    doesn’t mean you can see the colors

    Fine, I admit I’m addicted
    But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this
    I know I could die, I’ve seen the statistics
    But the voice is with me through thick and thin

    I can reach out
    To someone not like me
    If you ask for help it doesn’t make you weak

    I can reach out
    ignore what the voice tells me
    I can help my mind learn to trust my body

    (dave is such a nice genuine guy i appreciate all he's done to help me. thank you dave!)
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Comments • 173 024

  • Mini Lyn
    Mini Lyn  9 minutes back

    Ari-wait I’m in the video tooooo??? Hallo!

    • Sadie the Dog and OJB
      Sadie the Dog and OJB  1 hours back

      It's okay Jaiden, you are very pretty just the way you are.

      • Lol I suck at fortnite
        Lol I suck at fortnite  1 hours back

        *You want to eat ,bite you're toung*

        Imagine saying that to a fucking friend

        • Shirley Dayne Vincoy
          Shirley Dayne Vincoy  2 hours back

          I am obsessed with this song. Why haven't I listen to this much earlier

          • DizzyJump
            DizzyJump  2 hours back

            James: Depression
            Jaiden: Anorexia
            Adam: Bullying

            What are you telling us?

            • DizzyJump
              DizzyJump  2 hours back

              you’re telling me that the worse things get, the sicker the beats get?

          • Adelyne Brown
            Adelyne Brown  3 hours back

            I just came from The odd 1s out song LIFE IS FUN and the difference is surprising

            • Raul De Los Rafaeles
              Raul De Los Rafaeles  3 hours back

              Does James have depression?

              • Hunter Wolf
                Hunter Wolf  3 hours back

                I also passed it but otherwise that is to think it was a mistake and I had to die because it hinders the people who deserved it, all that I never mentioned until it collapses in front of my best friend, I understand you.

                • unstoppable gamer
                  unstoppable gamer  4 hours back


                  • Marine Won
                    Marine Won  6 hours back

                    This is kinda sad. If you want her to stay strong leave a like .😢

                    • Itz Brii
                      Itz Brii  7 hours back

                      Ariiii 0:04

                      • thefnafkid4 9
                        thefnafkid4 9  8 hours back

                        stop is:(

                        • umyo GD
                          umyo GD  10 hours back

                          If ur empty.....then....just.....eat food.........

                          • Márton Olajos
                            Márton Olajos  10 hours back

                            I love how well their voices go together

                            • jacob creamer
                              jacob creamer  10 hours back

                              2 favorite jaiden video 1st being the face reveal luv u ❤❤

                              • keisha christabella
                                keisha christabella  12 hours back

                                Well this is deep....

                                • gacha girl
                                  gacha girl  13 hours back

                                  I struggle with the same thing but yours is worse

                                  • gacha girl
                                    gacha girl  13 hours back

                                    That's so sad Jadien

                                    • Are you alseep?
                                      Are you alseep?  15 hours back


                                      • Sere Beat
                                        Sere Beat  15 hours back

                                        Jaiden: *Drops full sandwich in bin*
                                        Africa: *Gets swallowed by a black hole*

                                        • Wolfy Heart
                                          Wolfy Heart  15 hours back

                                          Life has a sin it's a changing sin they try too change they're selves they are trying too be thin you don't have too change your self what I would say but they wouldn't understand me and wouldn't eat more but don't do it your gonna die it's a thing that is hard please don't do it

                                          • Terje Lantinga
                                            Terje Lantinga  15 hours back

                                            now comen sense has two meaning`s

                                            • Adventures of Ace and Thea

                                              The chorus feels a lot to me because I have manarism. A type of thing that you do all over again and just cant stop it.I'm trying to sr it but I can't. All I got to do is just don't do it.

                                              • Dawiggliestone
                                                Dawiggliestone  17 hours back

                                                This song hit me like a truck.

                                                • LinThe RedApple
                                                  LinThe RedApple  19 hours back

                                                  This is such a good song, so true.

                                                  • shadowgirl765
                                                    shadowgirl765  21 hours back

                                                    I feel like I'm half anorexic. Sometimes I just don't eat. All day. Other times, I dive into junkfood and candy for comfort. I just feel awful all the time and I don't lose any weight. Idk if I can even call it anorexia if I'm over weight

                                                    • NICHOLAS GUZIAK
                                                      NICHOLAS GUZIAK  21 hours back

                                                      I can relate

                                                      • I am CoOlZ
                                                        I am CoOlZ  22 hours back

                                                        Hey this comment is nonsense but I'm just gonna say what I gotta say

                                                        JAIDEN HAND WRITING IS SO GOOD!

                                                        • French Frii
                                                          French Frii  23 hours back

                                                          This is serious , last summer I barley ate I dropped my weight dangerously down to almost 50. My ages average weight is 90. I got out of the rut myself but please if you have this condition don’t let it take over it can kill you in under 3 months. Get help if you have these conditions

                                                          • thefnafkid4 9
                                                            thefnafkid4 9  23 hours back


                                                            • chad bleach
                                                              chad bleach  1 days back

                                                              I still to this day think that the secret theme about this song was about quitting drugs

                                                              • Leah Ramirez
                                                                Leah Ramirez  1 days back

                                                                Omg crying😭😭😭

                                                                • Surfing Raichu
                                                                  Surfing Raichu  1 days back

                                                                  I love this song it’s a almost mirror of my life

                                                                  • jonathanyoutube331 Bop

                                                                    This all feel


                                                                    • Barbara Perdue
                                                                      Barbara Perdue  1 days back

                                                                      What I'm Thinking Of Doing But Not Accualy Gonna Do It:

                                                                      • The awesome adventures of All my Plushis

                                                                        Felix: *T-SERIESSSSSSSSS (YEAHH)*

                                                                        • itsmewolfaey
                                                                          itsmewolfaey  1 days back

                                                                          I was an anorexic and... I can relate but.. it’s different kinda.


                                                                          <3 also I read a good book called The Year I Didn’t Eat it’s really good and y’all should read it

                                                                          • truly Greg
                                                                            truly Greg  1 days back

                                                                            guys this is amazing 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

                                                                            • Sofia Elena Del Nogal Diaz

                                                                              “The mirror is a lie , number it all come down to numbers”

                                                                              Really got me bc has a woman we look at mirror everyday and even I u don’t have anorexia u still care about ur weight

                                                                              • Awesome gamer
                                                                                Awesome gamer  1 days back

                                                                                I know how to see Jaidens Face At Her Fandom Page

                                                                                • Wellington Cesar
                                                                                  Wellington Cesar  1 days back

                                                                                  There are many videos with her face here. It's not a secret

                                                                              • CarlTracer
                                                                                CarlTracer  1 days back

                                                                                one like = 1% of anorexia will remove

                                                                                • Candy the kittydog
                                                                                  Candy the kittydog  1 days back

                                                                                  Jaiden if you didn't make it through who would take care of Ari?

                                                                                  • candy the husky
                                                                                    candy the husky  1 days back

                                                                                    there air 0:05

                                                                                    • vazony 07
                                                                                      vazony 07  1 days back

                                                                                      Song is really good i am 12 and weigh like 60 kilograms but i am very strong for my age and i am obsessed with getting stronger and stronger and i live in a Village in serbia and its different kids like me work i mean like help their dad or something but I myself work hard every day P. S. sorry for my grammar im from serbia

                                                                                      • 3mily_gach4_bunn1
                                                                                        3mily_gach4_bunn1  1 days back

                                                                                        Honestly jaiden is so brave and amazing. She should be so proud of herself and I look up to her so much. It is really difficult to tell someone about this and she has managed to power through. We freaking love you jaiden ❤️

                                                                                        • Jodi Bendrey
                                                                                          Jodi Bendrey  1 days back

                                                                                          James life

                                                                                          Adam bullying

                                                                                          Jaiden eating disorder
                                                                                          Read more

                                                                                          • mr pixelatedboy
                                                                                            mr pixelatedboy  1 days back

                                                                                            CHIC IM FATTER THAN YOU

                                                                                            _and i have low self esteem because of it! ;D_

                                                                                            *_OH AND I ALSO HAVE HORRIBLE OCD AND ANXIETY! IT’S GREAT!_*

                                                                                            • Revellion
                                                                                              Revellion  1 days back

                                                                                              Nice socks 🧦